JUST TO BEGIN

Coming to an end of 2019, I thought of writing about bidding goodbye. Goodbyes are tough, can't disagree to it. There are sudden goodbyes like demises, subtle goodbyes for instance, when a butterfly is sucking the last part of nectar from a flower and the list may go on. Adieu is considered an end but its not if you just ponder upon it for a while. An end is just a beginning to another wonderful moment or journey. Sometimes sayonara is beautiful, if you say it and believe it truely then you are giving a chance for something new. A change can enter into your life which will turn out as a miracle which you misunderstood as a threat. 2019! A year of gratefulness, a year of revitalised learnings, a stepping stone of self acceptance, a year of spreading love and peace, imbibing this positivity let's adieu together 2019 and heartily welcome the new path of our lives.😇

Ever felt lighter than air? Enlightened by any small happenings around you? Happier than usual? Crazier than the insane people out there? Liberalised from all the strings attached? Inspired more by self? Well if not?! Then stop now.....take a moment and feel this emotion that I am feeling now while I am writing (*typing) this down. Take a leap in your present moment, whatever you are going through or feeling now...let it all go! I would love to know your reactions, your experience on this or even those moments when you have actually experienced it. Tell me why? What made you feel like this? I would love to know all. Let me know in comment section. I will be waiting for your answers!😁

They fly high in your bourn, They flow and get slow, They reflect your aura, Its all about your persona. They compel you, They ride you to your lowest point, They even shatter you in pieces at times, As they seize you. They are overwhelming, They are disciplined, They are frenzy, As they evolve. Well the list can go on, But tell me who are they? What are they? They exist just like your shadow, Never leaving your side by hook or by crook, Because they are emotions!

The summer sky seemed a bluish canvas filled with all the coral and golden colours, abruptly stroked all around the setting sun. While the little cactus plant on the barren land all by itself bloomed so lush and green. The setting sun was stupefied by the flourishing growth of the cactus with each hot day passing by. So today he decided to ask the little cactus below about it, before setting down.  Sun: "Hey there! Little cactus." Cactus (surprised): "Hello!" Sun: "Today it was really a sunny day eh!?" Cactus (smirking): "Yeah! It felt I was burning in the hell. But, isn’t it you who can control it?" Sun (proudly): "Indeed. Though, I have to follow our mother's instructions." Cactus (happily): "Oh yes! By the way, how come today I got so lucky to get noticed by you?" Sun (calmly): "Well, you must be aware I observe everything around me. Since my days have begun I noticed ...

    If doors are closed, then surely a tiny little window is open for us always. The only thing is to find it out where is it located and how to reach till there? One fine day, I was just attracted towards this word called 'window', we hardly notice such little words though, that can be connected with our emotions in various ways. Hence, a thought passed to write about it.    I feel, films and sitcoms do play a role of window for exiting the reality for a while. Being a film student, I have been trained to watch movies with absolute new dimensions. That change in my perspecive wasn't sudden rather slow and enjoyable, and still in process . Movies are of different kinds some are like a book, we cannot judge by their cover (title). Few are like an open book, if you watch keenly they can be the answers for your questions. There are certain films like gems, that shine nonetheless of the era they were made. Even the most precious films are said to be as go...

Felt as if it was a dream But it was a sheer reality. Felt that threads tied to the reality were broken But it was just an illusion. Felt that it was all an illusion in an hallucination  But it was just my fantasy!  Felt as if I wanted to live this way once  But that was just a matter of choice. Felt that whatever was going on was wrong  But I wasn't sure because it was my thought. The unwanted knots were being untied But that was just for sometime. Lastly, whatever it was, That unknown path were I was the loner finally accepted that world was part of me, seizing it in me and enjoying it! 

The bright ray of light falling from the window pane on the opposite bed, I see as soon as I open my eyes on every morning; Reminds me of how a single ray of hope can brighten my day  yet to begin. Yes, the cawing of crows is the first sound to be heard rather then the usual tweeting of birds; Indeed, that cawing awakes me from my dream sleep and announces the new start of the  another day. The flow of the water from the tap inside my bathroom, the rush the gush  the way it helps me to cleanse my body; Reminds me to enhance my quality of "let go" and to go with the flow along with a firm goal. The touch of the lukewarm water on my skin in crisp mornings, the steamy bath at the end;  Takes me to my small holy temple of meditation and makes me aware of the present and the moments I cherish. Yes, the hooting of vehicles, the shouts of hawkers, the screeches of brakes, the jingling of cycles henceforth the orchestra played...